This is my first year with a major adult company backing me and it's been great. I'm re-signing in September and I have a feeling this is going to be a big deal for me.
I've been getting to know some of the models and thats been fun too, but I can't help feeling like some kind of an outsider in the porn world.
I dont know what it is.
I go to events, meet people and do interviews. But i feel like something just isn't 'sticking' with me. Well not with me, but ... with other people with me? haha I dont know if that made sense.
I want to be more popular than I am, I think. But I dont know how to do that.
I have a strong fan base and I am so thankful for that, but I just dont know how to break into that side of being a Porn Star instead of just being a Porn Model.
I'm happy, but I want more. I want to travel and do events, I want to MC here in town, I want to be BIG. I want a lot and I think I can do it, I just need everyone else to think the same thing. That's the challenge.
I hope it happens for me, and until then I'm going to keep trying.
Nighty night boys and girls.
This was my first blog. Rawr.
Get ready for a change. Winter's coming.
-V-
