tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2812553220732788072024-02-08T07:22:51.433-08:00Vance Winter's BlogVance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-74913534321395474352009-08-25T23:26:00.000-07:002009-08-25T23:36:43.508-07:00Is Love Alive?hey boys and girls,<br /><br />I just finished setting up the rest of the year with the fabulous Chi Chi LaRue, Doug Jeffries and the rest of the C1R team. It's going to be good.<br /><br />On a personal note, recently Turk Mason and I decided to end our on and off again 4 year relationship.<br /><br />It's almost surreal to me. I love him so much sometimes i cant handle it. I just dont know. We are so different. It's hard for both of us.<br /><br />how can you love someone when you have nothing in common? We started doing films together and actually he was the first model I had ever worked with, and vice a versa.<br /><br />We knew this was coming, and we've taken breaks before. But actually having this be final is something that's very hard for me to deal with.<br /><br />Is love alive?<br /><br />How can 2 people love each other so much and then decide to not be together? It's very VERY dis-heartening. <br /><br />I just got a phone call from my roomate and she told me that her and her boyfriend just broke up today and he's in the process of moving out of our place.<br /><br />Thats the thing, they have SO MUCH in common. They fight sometimes, but it never seemed too serious.<br /><br />and now its over.<br /><br />Last year, i thought I would marry Turk. We had even talked about a wedding, etc.<br /><br />and now its over.<br /><br />Coming to terms is rough ... and giving up feels terrible...<br /><br />But there's jsut nothing else we can do for each other but to let go.<br /><br />So we did.<br /><br />Life is great here, my career seems to be going in a good direction. <br /><br />Is love alive?<br /><br />Who can say for sure.<br /><br />kisses and cuddles, bebes. I'll talk to you all soon.<br /><br /><3<br /><br />-V-Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-39035461122235784672009-08-21T19:09:00.000-07:002009-08-21T19:15:09.920-07:00Laundry Dayhi hi hi!<div><br /></div><div>The movie is wrapped and I'm pretty pumped! It was a gangbang directed by the lovely Chi Chi LaRue. Great cast, great crew and i made a few new friends too!</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm doing laundry right now at my place in West Hollywood, watching (of course) the food network with the pup on my lap.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm watching these chefs scrambling around making all of these gorgeous dishes, and i love how the judges are eating this ridiculous food and they're just like "this is a little bland for me blah blah blah".</div><div><br /></div><div>ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!? haha</div><div><br /></div><div>I would kill an orphan to be a judge on that show and eat all of that amazing food!</div><div><br /></div><div>oh wells</div><div><br /></div><div>I gotta run and fold my clothes so i can look cute tonight!</div><div><br /></div><div>love you guys, I'm sure I'll see everyone soon</div><div><br /></div><div>oh and Wolf, you did a GREAT job on the red carpet at the Freshmen Party. <3<3<3</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Hugs and Puppies,</div><div><br /></div><div>-V-</div>Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-39225033839764608992009-08-17T01:37:00.000-07:002009-08-17T01:40:49.279-07:00New Movie and Life!hey hey hey!<br /><br />I'm so excited to film tomorrow (today) i cant sleep!<br /><br />My buddy is picking me up and we're gonna hang!<br /><br />Someone on facebook posted about models who don't care about our fans and i just want to comment on that for a sec:<br /><br />Our fans are what MAKES US! If you don't care about your fans then you aren't a porn star, you arent even a porn model, you're a cock. i hate that.<br /><br />you fuck on film for money, so you better love love LOVE your fans!<br /><br />i love my fans and they are amazing!!!<br /><br />anyways, have a great night bebes, i love all of you!<br /><br /><3<br /><br />-V-Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-14715110794078469862009-08-15T02:11:00.001-07:002009-08-15T02:27:50.642-07:00Sleep Is For The Weak!!!hey hey bebes<br /><br />I just want to start out by saying and that I'm learning to love insomnia haha. I have more time to myself to sit on my balcony (which has been taken over by my roomies dog, Boogie) and just think. And by 'think' i mean watch all the drunk queens stagger back to their apartments belting out Lady GaGa.<br /><br />Yep. *wink*<br /><br />I'm shooting for the NOH8 Campaign this Sunday. It will be good to do something with my image that doesn't involve sucking in my stomach for 3 hours.<br /><br />Speaking of that, I'm ALSO shooting a big scene the follwing days with Channel 1 and Chi Chi LaRue. I've always been a top in porn but Chi Chi and the gang are hell bent on making me versatile so after I recovered from bottoming for Jeremy Bilding (did i mention he's like 6'2 and has a giant dick?) and found out that it wasn't SO bad, I'm doing more. It should be fun.<br /><br />Right now its a little after 2am and I tried to be a good boy and go to sleep, but the leftover chinese food in the fridge was beckoning me. Beckoning.<br /><br />mmm<br /><br />oh sorry almost lost my train of thought.<br /><br />...<br /><br />do i even HAVE a train of thought?? haha. Nope!<br /><br />I keep getting offers to dance at TigerHeat in my e-mail, but i feel a little self concious haha. All the guys there (from what i remember) have pretty sick bodies. Now, I do like the way I look. But there's a difference from being a cute guy walking down the street to dancing in my undies on a box in front of a few hundred people.<br /><br />"But Vance", you ask, "You do PORN! How can you be self concious about dancing??"<br /><br />to which i cooly reply<br /><br />"I dunno! i'm cwwaaazzyyy"<br /><br />end scene.<br /><br />I'll probably just do it. It's great music (so whoever you are, Tigerheat DJ, me likey you.), a great workout, and people put moneys in my undies which then buys me tacos. and i love tacos.<br /><br />I want to keep writing but i dont want to rant more than i am. But i guess a blog is FOR ranting, no??<br /><br />yay!<br /><br />ok ok I'll spare you.<br /><br />We'll talk soon, bebes.<br /><br />life is good, so don't worry about anything that isnt life threatening.<br /><br />I know I know, i give the best words of wisdom.<br /><br />Nighty Nights<br /><br /><3<br /><br />-V-<br /><br />ps - Is there a way to post pictures on here with my blog? if you know the internet voodoo magic that i need, let me know!Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-82786671735643625522009-07-23T00:39:00.001-07:002009-07-23T00:54:50.067-07:00My place in the world of pornThis is officially my first blog i think? I've never done it before so here goes nothing ...<div><br /></div><div>This is my first year with a major adult company backing me and it's been great. I'm re-signing in September and I have a feeling this is going to be a big deal for me.</div><div><br /></div><div>I've been getting to know some of the models and thats been fun too, but I can't help feeling like some kind of an outsider in the porn world.</div><div><br /></div><div>I dont know what it is.</div><div><br /></div><div>I go to events, meet people and do interviews. But i feel like something just isn't 'sticking' with me. Well not with me, but ... with other people with me? haha I dont know if that made sense.</div><div><br /></div><div>I want to be more popular than I am, I think. But I dont know how to do that.</div><div><br /></div><div>I have a strong fan base and I am so thankful for that, but I just dont know how to break into that side of being a Porn Star instead of just being a Porn Model.</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm happy, but I want more. I want to travel and do events, I want to MC here in town, I want to be BIG. I want a lot and I think I can do it, I just need everyone else to think the same thing. That's the challenge.</div><div><br /></div><div>I hope it happens for me, and until then I'm going to keep trying.</div><div><br /></div><div>Nighty night boys and girls.</div><div><br /></div><div>This was my first blog. Rawr.</div><div><br /></div><div>Get ready for a change. Winter's coming.</div><div><br /></div><div>-V-</div><div><br /></div>Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-281255322073278807.post-21526673465317179272009-07-06T15:59:00.000-07:002009-07-06T16:00:41.705-07:00Blog!Hey everyone!<br /><br />I'm about to get addicted to blogging!<br /><br />Check me out on Myspace, Facebook and Twitter!<br /><br /><3<3<3<br /><br />-V-Vance Winterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01544850885234248283noreply@blogger.com1